im really hurt by all that youve done
you really made me feel like i was the one
my friends are saying theyve seen u on hinge
i try to not think about it but it really stings
i always think what did i do wrong
but now looking back u didnt belong
not in my heart, not in my future
maybe it was a blessing to lose you
because now i hear all these things about u
that u tried to hide, so i wouldnt doubt u
the person who once set my heart on fire
its apparent to all that you are a liar
i opened my soul to you, i came undone
i handed u bullets, u shot the gun
for you, you know i wouldve done it all
it was you who gave up, you let us fall

a type of image you try to maintain
shallow connections for personal gain
but where do you go when things crumble down
do you feel content when no ones around?
go drown in some pussy, hope you'll feel okay
i hope youre aware of the ways you betray
mislead me, discard me, and throw me away
i can see straight through the games that u play
i know who you texted when i was away
calling her "lovely" and lied to my face
saying that i just dont have enough trust
i wish that earlier, i listened to my gut.
you werent cut out for this shit from the start
instead lead me on and just rip out my heart

i didnt put you on a pedestal, i put you on a tower.
we never went to the movies, u never bought me flowers
but still to me, you were the best thing,
cuz my exes would just hit me with a right swing
i appreciate that you would never lay a finger
but the way you fucked me over is something that will linger,
more than a hit, more than a cut
you made me feel undeserving of love
always wanted me to be better
why couldnt i ever be enough
your love was so fairweather