Welcome 2 my site!
I'm Gemmy & welcome to my neocities site!
Here's a few things about me:
- My big 3 are Leo sun, Virgo Moon & Scorpio Rising.
- I'm just now learning how to code.
- I really love mushrooms.
- My favourite colours are purple, gold & pink.
- Love music, love games, love random internet lore. I really love chasing nostalgia (maybe unhealthy?? lol )
- I'm over 900 days clean off xans!
- Love breathwork and having mystical experiences
- Unclaiming BPD through heart-led awareness and deepdiving into the subconcious.
My passions and things I value in my life right now (Winter 2025) include:
- Prioritising slow living, finding satisfaction in personal progress in a world where mental health means to make yourself productive again.
- Trying to push myself to not be completely socially isolated when the warmth & solitude just feels so good and safe.
- I value the close, deep, spiritual friendships in my life.
- Living with the seasons, externally and internally
- Paying attention to time, when chapters begin, end and repeat- becoming more accustomed to living with the moon cycles opposed to month start & ends.
- Increasing the neuroplasticity of my brain, consuming less short-form content and eating more mushrooms. Challenging myself more. I want to rewrite the story in my mind that psychological trauma & drug abuse made me stupid. No longer telling myself "I'm too dumb to do that." every time I have an idea.
- Forgiving myself for the person I was when I was coping; and honouring her for not giving up, and getting me here to who I am today.
Now that you've seen a bit, how do u feel about my site?
✧do u fw it???✧
I like to take pics!
on my flip phone!!! :D
and also on film and digicams every now and then
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✻✩Notes & Updates....✩❊
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18/02 ~ Site update: Changed colours to pink & ORANGE to match the crunchy leaves of the changing seasons! I can't wait for mushroom season!!! :)
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26/06 ~ Entry: I gotta take my laptop to repair & I've been procrastinating it, and I've been dying to properly work on this site.
There's so much I wanna write about and share on here including music, random thoughts and ideas, things I have learned, thoughts about love & grief, traditions and so much more..
I know there's probably only like 10 people watching this space, (and I'm very appreciative lol) but yeah this is a personal project for me and I just wanna make it fun and interesting, and a place where everything I love & wanna share can be in once place.
I am constantly changing & evolving and so is this place. I think a part of me is afraid to share things with the world, and this site is a way for me to learn to kill perfectionism before it eats at the final crumbs of my creativity that's left.
If you've somehow stumbled upon my page, ILY and thanks for stopping by!!! :)
I plan to update this as frequently as possible, and would love if friends would wanna join in this shift from social media to creating our own spaces.
Hypnotized by the scroll, we stay on the same 3-5 sites that are designed to keep us on as long as possible so they can use us to make money!
Let's take back control of what our minds are being fed & what companies we are feeding our lives to, fuck the algorithm & censorship.
Long live indie web!! Plsss let's make the internet fun again!
if u wana make ur own website too, neocities.org is the host for this site and you can learn how to create it the way u want easily by just googling things, even if you've never coded before as there are loads of free themes made by other people that you can use! I will update this later with all the resources and tutorials I used to get started. If I can do it, you definitely can because I barely know what I'm doing :3
✻✩ plans and things I wanna do when I have the time & brain power for it...✩❊
- set a shop page / virtual garage sale
- make a shrine page for Lisa ♡
- have a guestbook on my website for visitors to sign
- travel blog page